http://per.twoday.net/ per arne per arne 2009-12-13T17:38:07Z en hourly 1 2000-01-01T00:00:00Z http://static.twoday.net/icon.gif http://per.twoday.net/ http://per.twoday.net/stories/6090660/ The Golden Cat<br /> <br /> Immediately it’s obvious<br /> In original it even looks much better<br /> <br /> She seems to be content<br /> She has her tail upside like a king<br /> She is pretty secure<br /> Which bad news could happen now to her?<br /> Which bad news may occur now to us?<br /> <br /> She is watching us<br /> Does she want to calm us down?<br /> To give us hope?<br /> To tell us<br /> There is nothing<br /> Nothing at all<br /> For us to worry about?<br /> <br /> She stands above<br /> A sign that we’re also standing above?<br /> That somebody from above knows everything about us?<br /> <br /> She is a golden highlight<br /> She is good for us<br /> She pleases us a lot <br /> What else do we want?<br /> <br /> Tomorrow a golden dog & chicken?<br /> The day after tomorrow a golden bird as well as a golden mouse???<br /> <br /> <br /> (thought off in December 09, entered on 13.12.09) per arne English Copyright © 2009 per arne 2009-12-13T17:37:00Z http://per.twoday.net/stories/4244141/ Best Of That Mess 01 07<br /> <br /> You’re confrontated with lots of<br /> People<br /> Expectations<br /> Experience<br /> <br /> Of course you don’t have to have the same opinion<br /> Different points of view are certain<br /> <br /> You said your feelings<br /> Somebody else totally disagrees with you<br /> So why do you care?<br /> <br /> It’s his fault<br /> His dilemma<br /> His life<br /> <br /> You talked with all concerned people<br /> Your statement is clear<br /> So don’t worry at all<br /> <br /> Make the best of that mess<br /> Find out who’s on your side<br /> Of course some people disagree with you<br /> Should you be in love with the whole world?<br /> <br /> No<br /> <br /> Try to understand the other people<br /> Their point of view<br /> Still think what you say<br /> Say what you think<br /> Mean what you say<br /> Say what you mean<br /> <br /> Respect the others<br /> Their opinions<br /> And after all<br /> Make the best of that mess <br /> <br /> (eingegeben am 09.09.07 – ausgedacht 01/07) per arne English Copyright © 2007 per arne 2007-09-09T12:32:00Z http://per.twoday.net/stories/3470007/ Thank You For Goodbye 7 05<br /> <br /> It’s been an awful time with you<br /> Most of it<br /> I didn’t feel very pleased & satisfied<br /> <br /> It’s over now<br /> Finally<br /> Luckily<br /> I won’t miss you<br /> I’ve lost you long before<br /> <br /> You just were you in my eyes<br /> We didn’t have the same dream<br /> You don’t dream<br /> There was no we- never<br /> <br /> I’ll live- more than ever<br /> I’ll survive- it’s my time of my life<br /> I don’t mind about you & yours<br /> <br /> Go on living your way<br /> Go on sucking<br /> I don’t mind<br /> I say never more<br /> <br /> Bye<br /> <br /> (Eingegeben 23.03.07 - Ausgedacht 7/05) per arne English Copyright © 2007 per arne 2007-03-23T11:32:00Z http://per.twoday.net/stories/3469387/ Two Different Worlds 7 05<br /> <br /> We’ve too many different worlds<br /> Especially yours & mine<br /> You want to go <br /> Left- me right<br /> You like to talk about the past<br /> Me about our future<br /> <br /> I want to go<br /> To the mountains- you to the lake<br /> I want to find myself- you lots of friends<br /> I wish to marry- you’ll think about it<br /> <br /> We’ve nothing in common<br /> I want to live my life<br /> I don’t want to know anything about you any more<br /> We talk in different languages<br /> <br /> One day I’ll find my right Mrs. Me<br /> Don’t worry about me<br /> I also don’t care about you<br /> <br /> I live my dreams<br /> Without you<br /> What a dream<br /> What a different world it’s now<br /> <br /> (Eingegeben 23.03.07 - Ausgedacht 7/05) per arne English Copyright © 2007 per arne 2007-03-23T09:15:00Z http://per.twoday.net/stories/3339076/ What Do You Want? 2 01<br /> <br /> What do you want?<br /> <br /> Everything is fine <br /> But you're too blind<br /> <br /> You're waiting <br /> For whome & what?<br /> <br /> What do you do after having received <br /> The things having waited for? <br /> <br /> Are you angry of yourself <br /> Having done nothing else but waiting?<br /> <br /> You are not hungry <br /> You have something to do<br /> <br /> You know some people <br /> You have heard about some things<br /> <br /> So what else <br /> Do you want?<br /> <br /> (Eingegeben 19.02.07 - Ausgedacht 02/01) per arne English Copyright © 2007 per arne 2007-02-19T13:17:00Z http://per.twoday.net/stories/3335844/ What She Said 11 00<br /> <br /> What she said <br /> It really shocked me<br /> <br /> Are things like that?<br /> Is she right?<br /> <br /> Did I do lots of things all in vain?<br /> Is there no rescue?<br /> No hope?<br /> Am I lost?<br /> <br /> Never mind<br /> <br /> It's what she said<br /> What she thinks<br /> <br /> It's not certain<br /> That is the truth<br /> The reality<br /> <br /> Still it's important <br /> What I think & do<br /> <br /> On the other hand<br /> <br /> What she said <br /> It really shocked me<br /> <br /> (Eingegeben 18.02.07 - Ausgedacht 11/00) per arne English Copyright © 2007 per arne 2007-02-18T17:33:00Z http://per.twoday.net/stories/3327056/ Crash 10 98<br /> <br /> I'm thinking of lots of things: what will be? Why have some things been like this? <br /> Was there really no other solution?<br /> <br /> I want to change. I want to change everything. I think I'm the least intelligent human being of the world. No one else is so stupid like I'm. I have to get better. I must be faster, fitter, better. No stopping- becoming a machine. No mistakes at all. No wrong questions & answers. Always being perfect. No exceptions for being not a fit & good person.<br /> <br /> Smiling all day, weak & year long. No fear at all. Totaly planning & control. No waste of anything or everything. No.<br /> <br /> Oh god- there has been a crash. A brutal accident. How soon is suddenly.<br /> There are some people injured. Some have already died & many of them are shocked. They have thrown away all their fears, thoughts, self-pityness, clumsy & lousy lies, heads & bones ...<br /> <br /> Why must there be a crash like this to become a real human being again???<br /> <br /> (Eingegeben 15.02.07 - Ausgedacht 10/98) per arne English Copyright © 2007 per arne 2007-02-15T22:14:00Z http://per.twoday.net/stories/3317917/ Laugh Love 12 97<br /> <br /> You might love this story- nevertheless: keep on laughing.<br /> There was a girl & a boy- the good old theme. Whenever they saw each other they had a good laugh. The next morning she always had trouble with him, he always didn’t want to leave her. <br /> <br /> In spite of all they kept on loving. They really had a good love. <br /> <br /> But nobody could understand her: why has she that lover? But she only kept on laughing. She smiled & said: noone else makes me feel so fine while laughing. <br /> He always was asked to leave her. <br /> <br /> This love isn't good- it's too loud & wrong. Everybody is disturbed,<br /> He looked clumsy for a while & then he told everybody: <br /> I don't mind if somebody doesn't love me laughing.<br /> <br /> Then he left the place in order to meet her for an other laugh.<br /> Because of the love they looked younger & very pleased. The laugh set them free, they had no problems at all & the people got used to it. <br /> After a while they laughed because they knew every move of them & knew where they were, because they were so noisy while loving.<br /> <br /> Still there is one matter which is not that clear:<br /> is it possible to love while laughing? <br /> Or is it shocking to laugh while loving?<br /> <br /> (Eingegeben 13.02.07 - Ausgedacht 12/97) per arne English Copyright © 2007 per arne 2007-02-13T22:37:00Z http://per.twoday.net/stories/3309172/ Three Weeks Ago 9/97<br /> <br /> Three weeks ago something happened<br /> Something which is not told to me<br /> But that is ok<br /> <br /> Now you want to be alone<br /> But that is ok<br /> <br /> Thinking<br /> Laughing<br /> Crying<br /> Falling in self-pityness<br /> Falling in several crises<br /> <br /> Perhaps you need it<br /> I don’t know<br /> There is nothing being afraid of<br /> <br /> You have ears listening to you<br /> You have arms longing holding you<br /> So you have everything<br /> Do you have?<br /> <br /> Why don’t you trust?<br /> Why don’t you take the opportunity talking face to face?<br /> Why don’t you throw out all your dust?<br /> Why do you only believe in your old friends?<br /> Don’t you know- once even they were unknown for you?<br /> <br /> Perhaps they tell you the right things<br /> That would be ok<br /> But are they really the ones talking to?<br /> Don’t they know you too well?<br /> Don’t they trust you blindly?<br /> Don’t they tell you the things you want to know?<br /> Not the things you ought to hear?<br /> <br /> Really- I know nothing at all<br /> But I do know that it is not that bad staying alone in the room<br /> But only if people really are there in the case of emergency<br /> Will they be there all the time?<br /> <br /> You don’t have to laugh while meeting them<br /> You don’t have to be charming<br /> You should think & perhaps you’ll find out<br /> <br /> It’s ok reflecting some things<br /> But it’s not ok only thinking & staying in yourself<br /> <br /> Go on living your way of life<br /> Everybody needs a break<br /> So do you<br /> <br /> But please don’t forget<br /> The world doesn’t matter about you<br /> But you do matter about you<br /> <br /> You don’t know?<br /> Well<br /> Laugh- what happens?<br /> Cry- what happens?<br /> <br /> <br /> Don’t you see<br /> The world stays the same<br /> Only you are changing<br /> <br /> Your mood<br /> Your point of view<br /> Your thinking<br /> <br /> So<br /> Do what you want<br /> But please don’t stay & keep yourself in yourself <br /> Don’t loose yourself in yourself<br /> <br /> Don’t hide<br /> Don’t panic<br /> Whatever has happened three weeks ago …<br /> <br /> (eingegeben 11.02.07 - ausgedacht 09 1997) per arne English Copyright © 2007 per arne 2007-02-11T22:24:00Z http://per.twoday.net/stories/3248040/ You 4/97<br /> <br /> You <br /> Once<br /> Yes onee upon a time <br /> I liked you <br /> I reaIIy did<br /> <br /> But after some time <br /> You wanted me being you<br /> <br /> I'm sorry <br /> I'm not <br /> I'm not you <br /> I'm me <br /> I'II be me always<br /> <br /> Surely <br /> Sometimes I'm gonna change myself <br /> But in the end I'II be & <br /> Return to me<br /> <br /> Truely <br /> I'II try to please people <br /> Just good pretending <br /> But not for a long time<br /> <br /> So it's better for aII<br /> <br /> Not trying ehanging me<br /> Accept me or let it be<br /> I'II be me ... <br /> I hope so ...<br /> <br /> Don't you like me so?<br /> <br /> (eingegeben 28.0I.07 - ausgedacht 04 1997) per arne English Copyright © 2007 per arne 2007-01-28T20:17:00Z http://per.twoday.net/stories/1835159/ More Sweat In Peace, Less Blood In War 10 96<br /> <br /> Yes- we’ve war time<br /> Once I even longed for it<br /> But now I don’t know why<br /> <br /> We had been told to have the honour of helping our country<br /> We had been blinded by several nice pictures & speeches<br /> We were thrown into it without realizing it<br /> We told ourselves how proud we really were<br /> <br /> No- we were not forced<br /> We all wanted it &<br /> Didn’t have to …<br /> <br /> Yes- it was our own mission<br /> Our decision<br /> Our challenge<br /> <br /> Firstly I was lucky to be here<br /> I was full of plans<br /> Hope <br /> Ideas<br /> When came the moment when I began to hate it?<br /> <br /> As realizing having a responsibility?<br /> As noticing having changed fun into real life?<br /> As loosing my religion?<br /> As loosing my euphority?<br /> As remembering having sweat so much in peace & as longing for less blood in war?<br /> As realizing having no chance to change anything at all?<br /> As realizing being a marionette<br /> A fucking little number?<br /> One of a million?<br /> Is it all in vain?<br /> <br /> No- you still do blood<br /> But after having get used to it in peace<br /> You don’t feel too much pain anymore<br /> <br /> Yes- it has became normal for us<br /> Everything<br /> Somehow … <br /> <br /> (eingegeben 16.04.06- ausgedacht 10 1996) per arne English Copyright © 2006 per arne 2006-04-16T19:54:00Z Search this site: q http://per.twoday.net/search