Three Weeks Ago 9/97

Three weeks ago something happened
Something which is not told to me
But that is ok

Now you want to be alone
But that is ok

Thinking
Laughing
Crying
Falling in self-pityness
Falling in several crises

Perhaps you need it
I don’t know
There is nothing being afraid of

You have ears listening to you
You have arms longing holding you
So you have everything
Do you have?

Why don’t you trust?
Why don’t you take the opportunity talking face to face?
Why don’t you throw out all your dust?
Why do you only believe in your old friends?
Don’t you know- once even they were unknown for you?

Perhaps they tell you the right things
That would be ok
But are they really the ones talking to?
Don’t they know you too well?
Don’t they trust you blindly?
Don’t they tell you the things you want to know?
Not the things you ought to hear?

Really- I know nothing at all
But I do know that it is not that bad staying alone in the room
But only if people really are there in the case of emergency
Will they be there all the time?

You don’t have to laugh while meeting them
You don’t have to be charming
You should think & perhaps you’ll find out

It’s ok reflecting some things
But it’s not ok only thinking & staying in yourself

Go on living your way of life
Everybody needs a break
So do you

But please don’t forget
The world doesn’t matter about you
But you do matter about you

You don’t know?
Well
Laugh- what happens?
Cry- what happens?


Don’t you see
The world stays the same
Only you are changing

Your mood
Your point of view
Your thinking

So
Do what you want
But please don’t stay & keep yourself in yourself
Don’t loose yourself in yourself

Don’t hide
Don’t panic
Whatever has happened three weeks ago …

(eingegeben 11.02.07 - ausgedacht 09 1997)